so yeah...

witty titles are hard to come by.

today was the opening of the chesapeake boathouse and i was very sad that i wasn't apart of it. the boathouse is one of those projects at e+a that i really loved. this is one of those days that i ask myself if i made the right decision. i know deep down i did but my new boss is not making the doubt go completely away.

i do miss the creative aspect of e+a. there isn't a bit of creativity associated with OSRHE. this weekend i was thinking how i really want to be more creative, spend more time cultivating the creativity i have. but it's hard and i'm not sure it comes naturally for me. does it come naturally for some or does everyone have to carve time out of life to do it. i just know that there is more to me than what i express and live everyday. i'm just afraid one day all of my time will be gone and i will regret all the things i just thought about doing.

it is official i am the little engine that could. i made it to the gym and did ok. i intended to do 40 minutes run/walking and did but i cut out some of the running. my legs hurt a lot today, maybe that's what 3 days off will do. but i was thinking that i do have quite a bit of time (102 days) so i shouldn't be too hard on myself.