Tuesday, January 30, 2007

hi.





















i stole this from travisruse.com

i thought it was a very interesting photo - you should check out the site. below is from the site's "about" section.

I live in Park Slope, Brooklyn. I work in midtown Manhattan.

42nd & Lexington Ave., to be exact, right across from Grand Central Station.

As the crow flies, that's just 6 miles. But on the tracks, it can be three trains, 11 stops, and 45 minutes each way.

This is what I see every day commuting to and from work.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

just so you know...

i don't think i'm going to be around much for the next few weeks. work is keeping me fairly occupied and i just have not had time for blogging. and i want to avoid it being another thing on my "to do" list - that just removes all the fun of it really.

just wanted to warn you.

happy weekend. it's snowing here again...please come back mr. sun.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i'm not a vegan...

but i want this book. why, you ask. i don't know.

i'm really busy at work and will be for the next few weeks. lots of balls to juggle and i'm pretty sure one is going to bonk me on the head soon (meaning, something that my boss hasn't told me or assumed that i should know will arise).

i started counting points on monday - i'm barely hanging on today.

today was blood giving day - it went ok. the last few times have not been good. today was much better.

e has posted a new blog. be warned an underground movement is in the works.

the snow is gone...i forgot how much i love the sun.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

just checking in...

i'm still alive. i haven't given up blogging.

this is why i love old people...


Thursday, January 18, 2007

funk...

so i've been in a funk the last couple of weeks. a downright unhappy, cry a lot, eat too much funk. and i have my theories and what not, but I think i'm going to skip the details today. because honeslty, sometimes i feel like this is just my big whinney baby blog. and really, who wants to visit a big whiney baby blog?

but in my pondering my funk and searching for an image to convey my funk - i was thinking about the word funk. funk - a depressive mood. funk - a music from the 70's. so i decided to go to a good source.

from merriam-webster.com -

noun : probably ultimately from French dialect (Picard) funquer to give off smoke: a strong offensive smell

noun: perhaps from obsolete Dutch dialect (Flanders) fonck 1 a : a state of paralyzing fear b : a depressed state of mind 2 : one that funks : COWARD3 : SLUMP 1

intransitive verb : to become frightened and shrink backtransitive
verb1 : to be afraid of :
DREAD 2 : to shrink from undertaking or facing

noun: 1 : music that combines traditional forms of black music (as blues, gospel, or soul) and is characterized by a strong backbeat 2 : the quality or state of being funky

and lastly...
funk hole : noun1 : DUGOUT 2 : a place of safe retreat

how in the world could we take a word like funk - funk, not the best word really and create so many uses. strange really.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

five days and counting...

well the cold continues and the ice/snow/slush is sticking like glue. unlike most oklahoma winters where the sun returns quickly, the sun is nowhere to be found. therefore, meltage is nowhere to be found.

this is out my office window.
















and look what i just read.

The National Weather Service said this morning as much as six inches of snow could fall this weekend in central Oklahoma. yippee.

it's a blah day.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

in honor of being back at work...

Ten Ways to Know It's Time to Go
A Job-Change Checklist
By Caroline Levchuck

No matter how much you love your job, you may not love it all the time. Folks with the most fulfilling of professions can still find themselves battling a case of the "Sunday Night Blues." And, from time to time, we may all feel a sense of disenchantment with our employer or our co-workers.

But how can you know when it's really time to go? Here's a hint: If more than half of the following statements ring true for you, get your resume ready and start connecting with new opportunities today.

1. You start to dread Monday as soon as you leave work on Friday.

2. It becomes more and more difficult to get up for work each day, and tardiness becomes a way of life.

3. You cannot muster enthusiasm for anything related to work -- other than your paycheck.

4. You spend most of your time complaining to colleagues or about your colleagues.

5. You act defensive and even hostile in company meetings when there's little cause for it.

6. You interact less and less with co-workers, shutting yourself away in your office and avoiding opportunities to socialize.

7. You've used up all your sick, personal, and vacation days -- and the year isn't even half over.
8. You're constantly putting off until tomorrow what you could (and should) do today. When you do actually commit to doing your work, you feel resentful.

9. You're bitter about the company's success or that of a co-worker.

10. You have no professional goals related to your job, and you have a hard time even making some up at your obligatory performance review.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

here we go again...

we have now entered the ice age of 2007. oh how i love sleet.

anyway, yesterday i learned the best job to have in an ice storm and the worst. the best - state worker. all state workers were allowed to leave at 10am yesterday. the worst - tv news reporter. seriously, the roads are slick, the temperature is hovering around 15 degrees and they are forced to stand on a median or overpass of a highway. i'm always scared i'm going to see some poor reporte ran over by a car that is wizzing by on the highway.

and why, why do people continue to drive on the belle isle bridge when it's slick? why? any of you who have lived here long know that someone will die, or drive off the bridge or end up facing the wrong direction during a storm.

anyway, we are house bound for a bit. blu has a cold and keeps hacking up something. e has been playing with his ipod and i'm contemplating making cookies. hopefully we will venture out soon or else it's going to be a long three day weekend (thanks to MLK). borat is playing at the dollar movies - surely that might be worth risking the echo for.

happy weekending.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

update...

i haven't been around much and i think it's because i've been super busy at work. really. i know. i'm a state worker. but luckily the odds are it won't last forever and then i can go back to blog, blog, blogging.

so here's a quick update -

i've been to the gym three days in a row. i'm doing the couch to 5k training schedule. it gives me structure and i found a podcast that tells me exactly what to do.

i'm sorta kinda counting points.

i went to church on sunday. a baptist church. and i won't be back. but we are going to keep looking.

i've narrowed down my resolution list - don't be so hard on myself.

i'm enrolled in a color and design class at occc for the spring. i start in a couple of weeks.

my lovely husband has updated his blog. it's funny yet slightly disturbing.

they are still taking my blood. i cried again today. there is a russian lady who works there that told me that she was "going to break me of crying" and i wanted to tell her "well, maybe if you didn't have crappy needle stickers i wouldn't be crying." i go to the doctor next week - i should know more. in the meantime, i continue to struggle with what to do about my doctor. oddly enough it stresses me out but i'm too apathetic about it to do anything. i'm a crazy loon.

speaking of blood. i learned a lesson today. don't workout pre (2 hours) blood giving - it's no fun. so tired today.

i'm having dinner with anne tonight.

it's time to go...hugs and kisses.

for those of you designers...

Monday, January 08, 2007

i'll admit it...

i do miss this.

seriously.

the public sector - what was i thinking?

Friday, January 05, 2007

happy things...

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my new shoes...

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ginger thins that my friend risa bought for me at ikea. yummy.

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my new digs.

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the interesting house right out my window. not my favorite house but something different and different is good.

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santa left this in my stocking. he flips and i love him.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

i wonder...

could i do this for a month or even a week? i'm thinking that it can't be a bad thing.

S.F. group enjoys shopping sabbatical

By LISA LEFF, Associated PressWed Jan 3, 4:12 AM ET

It began, as grand ideas often do, over a dinner — risotto, artisan cheese and wine. What would it be like, 10 environmentally conscious friends wondered as they discussed the state of the planet, to go a year without buying anything new?

Twelve months later, the results from their experiment in anti-consumption for 2006 are in: Staying 100 percent true to the goal proved both harder and easier than those who signed on expected.

And while broken vacuum cleaners and malfunctioning cell phones posed challenges, some of the group's original members say the self-imposed shopping sabbatical was so liberating that they've resolved to do it for another year.

"It started in a lighthearted way, but it is very serious," said John Perry, 42, a father of two who works for a Silicon Valley technology company. "It is about being aware of the excesses of consumer culture and the fact we are drawing down our resources and making people miserable around the world."

The pledge they half-jokingly named The Compact, after the Mayflower pilgrims, spread to other cities through the Internet and an appearance on the "Today" show.

As it turned out, The Compact was modest as far as economic boycotts go. Several cities in the United States and Europe have communities of "freegans," people whose contempt for consumerism is so complete they eat food foraged from Dumpsters whenever possible, train hop and sleep in abandoned buildings on principle.

The San Francisco group, by contrast, exempted food, essential toiletries like toothpaste and shampoo, underwear and other purchases that fell under the categories of health and safety from their pledge.

But perhaps because its members included middle-class professionals who could afford to shop recreationally, their cause caught on. Nearly 3,000 people have joined a user group Perry set up on Yahoo so participants could swap goods and tips.

Besides thrift stores and garage sales, participants found a wealth of free or previously owned merchandise in online classifieds and sites where people post stuff they want to get rid of, such as http://www.freecycle.org and http://www.garbagescout.com.

After going through an initial period of retail withdrawal, discovering just how easy it was to score pretty much anything with a little time and effort was an eye-opener, according to participants.

Rachel Kesel, 26, who works as a dog walker, said she was astonished by how often the items she needed simply materialized — the friend who offered a bicycle seat when hers was stolen, the Apple store employees who fixed her laptop at no cost.

Similarly fortuitous timing happened often enough that group members came up with a name for it — "Compact Karma."

After postponing purchases such as a new wind breaker and a different stud for her pierced tongue — she couldn't bring herself to buy a used one — Kesel broke down only twice.

Once was when she was planning a trip to Israel and couldn't find a used guidebook that reflected current political realities. The other was after her commuter coffee cup suffered a fatal crack.

"I really found a lot of times there were things I thought I needed that I don't need that much," she said.

The pledge provided unexpected dividends as well, such as the joy of getting reacquainted with the local library and paying down credit cards. Gone, too, was the hangover of buyer's remorse.

Perry got satisfaction out of finding he had a knack for fixing things and how often manufacturers were willing to send replacement parts and manuals for products that had long since outlived their warranties.

"One of the byproducts of The Compact has been I have a completely different relationship with the things in my life. I appreciate the stuff I have more," he said. "I don't think I need to buy another pair of shoes until I'm entering Leisure World."

Over the holidays, Compact members gave homemade gifts or charitable donations in a recipients name instead of engaging in the usual Grinch-making shopping crush. Kate Boyd, 45, a set designer and high school drama teacher, visited a new downtown shopping mall and felt like she had just stepped off a flying saucer.

"It was all stuff that had nothing to do with me, yet for so many people that's how they spend their weekends," she said. "It's entertainment and it is the opposite of where I've been for a year."

Now that they know they can do it, Boyd, Kesel and Perry are ready to extend the pledge into 2007. But first, they plan to give themselves a one-day reprieve to stock up on essentials — windshield wipers, bicycle brakes and tongue studs.

why?

why are some days more annoying than others? it's the same work crap but today i'm on the edge.

for a short week, this one has turned very long and tiresome.

sorry for being a cranky pants.

image stolen from www.tshirtproject.com

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i lied.

seriously.

and seriously? do people not have jobs, families to support, hobbies or anything more enlightening to do?

http://blasphemychallenge.com/

and then there's http://www.endchristmas.com/

everyone is crazy. pat robertson. jesus haters. all of them.

where are all the moderates at?

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

sorry charlie...

i know it's been a few days since i bloggged and you are waiting for a meaningful post...and well all i can come up is this. but seriously...i hate pat and i want to spread my hatred.

happy new year. i'll be back tomorrow with happy bells on.

Robertson predicts 'mass killing'
Tue Jan 2, 6:29 PM ET

In what has become an annual tradition of prognostications, religious broadcaster Pat Robertson predicted Tuesday that a terrorist attack on the United States would result in "mass killing" late in 2007.

"I'm not necessarily saying it's going to be nuclear," he said during his news-and-talk television show "The 700 Club" on the Christian Broadcasting Network. "The Lord didn't say nuclear. But I do believe it will be something like that."

Robertson said God told him during a recent prayer retreat that major cities and possibly millions of people will be affected by the attack, which should take place sometime after September.

Robertson said God also told him that the U.S. only feigns friendship with Israel and that U.S. policies are pushing Israel toward "national suicide."

Robertson suggested in January 2006 that God punished then-Israeli Prime Minister Ariel Sharon with a stroke for ceding Israeli-controlled land to the Palestinians.

The broadcaster predicted in January 2004 that President Bush would easily win re-election. Bush won 51 percent of the vote that fall, beating Democratic Sen. John Kerry of Massachusetts. He also predicted Bush's victory for a second term in 2005.

"I have a relatively good track record," he said. "Sometimes I miss."

In May, Robertson said God told him that storms and possibly a tsunami were to crash into America's coastline in 2006. Even though the U.S. was not hit with a tsunami, Robertson on Tuesday cited last spring's heavy rains and flooding in New England as partly fulfilling the predictio