Thursday, October 05, 2006

it is 11:45pm...

and i'm still awake and haven't even made a move towards going to bed.

i'm stressed, i'm worried and i am in a total funk. how i wish i could change things but what would i change? am i ever happy? is everyone else happy and i'm just stuck in a constant funk? because that's often how it feels. do i simply need to overhaul my life, do i need meds, would a huge dose of therapy work? is this the way it's always going to be - a life full of discontentment?

Everything becomes so problematic because of basic faults: from a discontent with myself.
-Anna Freud

it will be better in the morning. at least there will be jeans.

1 comment:

a183 said...

i feel that way too sometimes. I understand! ooh, it's late.

see you soon. happy friday