or i'm just a big fat whiner. either way i feel absolutely horrible today and i'm so tired of having my plethora of problems. for some odd reason last night my throat started hurting really bad, along with my ear. and sometime in the middle of the night a huge swollen bump appeared in my throat. so not only did it hurt but it feels like i have a huge horse pill stuck in my throat. then add on that i started the big p, which always leads to the migraines. i went to see my doctor yesterday about my back problem. he's perplexed and has no idea why i'm having these pains and that i should wait a couple of months and come back. thanks for your help Mr. PhD.
i'm my mother's daughter...my mother has always been sickly and i've always wanted to avoid that...and look at me. i feel as if i am falling apart and i'm only 30.
and i'm seriously stressing about this marathon. i haven't felt good for two weeks, i'm not training properly and honestly i don't have time for it. if i want to have any other personal, fun time it takes up my training time. working sucks. i suppose i'm still having a hard time adjusting to working full-time. i really don't know if i'm going to be ready to do the marathon. sure, i can do it but will i do it well? will i be forced to walk a great deal of it when i wanted to run it? i want to quit.
such negativity today...sorry.
and thanks to this video...i now know that tv news reporters across the county can find really stupid people to do interviews...it's not only in OK.
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