hot diggity doo

i voted. and i would like to apologize for my brief but passion filled political post yesterday. i tend to not be seriously political but yesterday i was really annoyed for some reason. i'm blaming it on the iron.

i'm full of randomness today so please deal with me.

e will be home tomorrow and i am really excited - he's been gone almost 2 weeks. it's funny because in the past i never really felt comfortable showing excitment (to the outside world) when he came home, also i never felt like i could show sadness or anger when he was gone. and thanks to my brief stint with the counselor i realized that somehow i thought that showing those emotions meant that i wasn't supporting him. but i'm feeling much more comfortable with the role of being honest. hmmm...isn't it funny how we get things so jacked up in our head.

last friday i got a phone call from a nurse at st. anthony's about the biopsy. apparently, when i re-scheduled the appointment the appointment setter (the same as before) managed to schedule for the 16th when i know i scheduled for the 15th. i have it on my calendar, she gave me a list of potential dates and time, i distinctively thought a wednesday is better than a tuesday. errrr. i was so annoyed. i just keep thinking you people can't schedule a good appointment for me but yet i'm going to let you stab me with a huge needle. i'm not comforted by this news. anyway, after a couple of phone calls the biopsy will take place on the 15th and my mom and e's mom want to be there. i don't care but you might worry about e. my mom alone could do him in.

i'm off work on thursday for our anniversary and friday is one of those "it rocks being a state employee" holidays. so i'm looking forward to a four day weekend.

happy tuesday. and you okies please go vote so in the future i can buy liquor on election day.