it's gonna be ok...

at least i think so...today i'm feeling a lot better about things. or at least i've been able to find some good that can come out of all of this. which i think is what has caused me to be so down lately...i'm generally ok with change and bumps as long as i can turn them into a positive in my life. the last few weeks i have been unable to find any positive...just more crap.

but after a conversation last night i think i can see some good...e and i have been in a transition time for quite some time. the past five years have been a very exciting, interesting and frustrating adventure but one we both realize needs to wrap up or at least transition into something else...whatever that means. and good or bad all this crap over the last few months is forcing us down a different path...a path that we've been hesitant to change.

i anticipate the next few months are going to suck. money is going to be tight. uncomfortable decisions are going to have to be made. change will have to be embraced. but i think in the end we will be happier and skipping down our new path.

so in the meantime, i'm trying to conjure up some christmas cheer. limit my worrying. keep it all perspective. and remember life always works itself out.

and i've received word that i passed my clerical test. thank goodness...wouldn't that have been a hoot.

happy weekending.