Tuesday, August 07, 2007

feeling a little...

frustrated |ˈfrəsˌtrātid| adjective feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something : young people get frustrated with the system. • [ attrib. ] (of a person) unable to follow or be successful in a particular career : a frustrated actor. • [ attrib. ] prevented from progressing, succeeding, or being fulfilled : our parents may want us to fulfill their own frustrated dreams.

(interestingly enough, there is a whole definition of frustrated that deals with s-e-x and when i say frustrated i don't mean that...at least not today.)

lazy |ˈlāzē| adjective ( lazier , laziest ) 1 unwilling to work or use energy : I'm very lazy by nature | he was too lazy to cook. • characterized by lack of effort or activity : lazy summer days. • showing a lack of effort or care : lazy writing. • (of a river) slow-moving.

today is my first day at work that i feel the least bit unhappy and i realize it's because i'm frustrated. i can't do anything without asking questions and i've yet to mark anything off my list. everything is just complicated right now...i know it's normal but that doesn't keep from being annoying.

and i feel lazy because i've been trying to get out of bed early for the past four work days and i've yet to do it...lazy, lazy...that's what you can call me.

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