a friend suggested today that i needed to go on vacation and honestly i would give my right arm to be somewhere else, away from my life. i'm tired, overwhelmed by my worry and just feeling very, very down. i wish i could just make my life stop for a day...to mentally catch up with the last few months, to pause the worry and self doubt, to simply feel a small bit of control of my life.
oddly enough i'm not a beach person but right now that seems like a very lovely place to be. warm. relaxing. a nice place to put my life on hold for a day or two.
unfortunately there is no beach in my future so here's my plan. between now and the big day...i'm going to try and step out of the past few months. i'm going to avoid the computer. avoid money issues. avoid the vast amount of uncertainty in my life right now. and i'm going to read, watch some movies, do something creative and bake some goodies.
merry christmas friends.
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